NICE DRAWINGS(by ilovewildfox.blogspot.com)

Yes, Indeed she only paints models, we all adore such beauty, we all want to be, but everyone expressed their desires to be in different ways, becoming anorexic is one, and painting them is a great sublimation.
love, mae.


Free PeoplE

This Woman's freckles are mesmerizing. Anyhow, this week i feel speechless, thus i shall not be obliged to write a tantrum here. I would like to express my gratitude and helplessness at the same time, on this wonderful rainy day, where a feeling of something good is beginning to happen, 
 whispering to me hey, hello, good time are a head, love is ahead, and peace is ahead. So just breath, what else can you do?!
mae. (Some free people cloths collection i am looking at)


Photos Canon G12

This Song is such an Incredible Beauty, it suck you into a trance of winter....

The leopard Panthera pardus


Love this song, from the first two seconds of it. Ayyy i searched Tim Buckley on Youtube and received this Adventurous Beauty

Love this image...
She's Israeli? Shes got hebrew Tat.

so it is definitely the small things. the small gestures, the subtle cues, the untold about ways of acting in this world. Just when you think that everything is twisted and dark, and everyone in your life is acting weird in a bundled mess, especially the ones that are the closest to you, you get a wake up call. My mother says I am dramatic blogger, and she wont let me the just be. If my way in the world is the express my creativity through continuous lashes of weird dramatic gestures on my blog, then be it. Why must I seek everyone Else's, yes yes, and nods of appraisal, when i decided to do something for me, for my own. Blogging is nice, in the end it pays off, just like a wise girl once told me named Sea, is that keep being yourself and in the end you will reach your blogging goals. Yes, it might be a bit too much sometimes to show yourself out there, but also what is our there can show you what is in here. Sometimes you view the things in your life through one lens, and you stick to the normal shit, quite important, yet monotonous  shit, and then comes a moment, where you feel universal, as if you are staring at the world in many shades of light and colored lenses. 
And I finally sold a painting to a true person who appreciates my art deeply and i solute her so warmly and send her love and gratitude.............<3<3

The painting.

Photos Canon G12


 If someone wants to be a part of your life, they'll make an effort to be in it. Don't bother reserving a space in your heart for someone who doesn't make an effort to stay. 
People do what people actually want to do. This simple statement holds itself to be true in 99% of peoples lives. If a person really wants to do a certain thing, and they have their heart set on it, then more than likely they will accomplish it. This especially holds true in a lot of relationships you may encounter, if you haven't already encountered it. When someone doesn't show up when they say they will, always cancels plans, or just doesn't come around even though they have ample opportunity to, chances are they really don't want to be a part of your life.

Realizing and accepting this may be a very hard pill to swallow, but is essential for ones happiness. To combat this it is essential that you cut the people out of your life who make no time for you when they have the opportunities to. Doing so will free your mind eventually, and will also free your calendar. Now you have time to spend with someone who wants to spend that time with you as much as you want with them. Starting new relationships may seem difficult at first, but change is an essential function of life. We must embrace change and let the things go in our lives that are broken, and that have no possible way of being fixed. You ultimately can't make someone make time for you, so it is imperative that you find someone who has no qualms with and that is enthusiastic about you, and vice versa.


When I was young
I fell in love
She was a goddess
With a world inside of her mind
When she moved on
Something went wrong
She took my power
And the love I had inside
Now that I found you
I don't know how to 

If I could fall
In love again
I'd fall in love with you
If I could change
A grain of sand
Into a pearl, I would

I pray in time
I'll come to find
A way to break through
And save this heart of mine
You've waited long
If you can't hold on
I wouldn't blame you
I don't think I'd be that strong
What am I to do
If I can't have you

If I could fall
In love again
I'd fall in love with you
If I could change
A grain of sand
Into a pearl, I would

You love me so
Even though I don't know
How do you deal
With a man like me

If I could fall
In love again
I'd fall in love with you

(Lenny Kravitz)


In the end my major wish to do something relaxing and joyful came true, and i spend my saturday at the beach with my Sister, enjoying the grogeous weather. Things are getting so much better, and I seem to have a smirk on almost every morning as I open my eyes, I still need to buy some huge canvas and start painting like i already decided to do one week ago, but hopefully this week will be the week.
love, Mae